I am terribly sorry for venting, but I just have to.

I'm sick and tired of everyone and everything. Why? There's no particular reason. Just really, REALLY small things seem to trigger my universal hate lately. But it doesn't matter how much I hate every single being around me, the person that angers me the most will always be me.

What's wrong about everybody? Nothing. NOTHING. I'm just damn jealous.

Why can't I be as pretty as the other girls? Why can't I be popular? Why can't I be loved? WHY CAN'T I DO A SINGLE THING RIGHT OH FOR GHOST'S SAKE? I used to think I had done a pretty decent job with myself, but just a single glance at any other person's life proves how wrong I am.

Yes, maybe I am an ok artist, a nice enough person, and hard working, but what does that matter? The people I know can have a billion TRUE friends without even being nice. They can be admired without even being artists. They can do and get every fucking thing I can't without having to work hard.

I wish I could just quit people so I wouldn't feel like a fucking loser all the time. Maybe if I had friends with interests closer to mine, then I wouldn't be such an outcast.

Ahh, I'm just talking nonsense. =u= Sorry, again.