I'll be leaving on vacation tomorrow, and soon after my return I'll enter college to start a career in the world of languages. (*＾▽＾)／ I've learnt and partially mastered three languages already, and am focusing on improving my Japanese now.
Right now I'm working towards the goal of living in Japan, but there is no possible way to know if that's what I really want until I try it. I've been struggling in the past years since art has always been tremendously important to me, but I'm not ready to art exclusively for other people rather than myself. That's why I opted for languages instead. Commissions and a full-time job are something completely different, and I even find it hard to draw for myself sometimes!
In the end, I have little to no idea of what I really want, because I've never done it in a serious way or for a long period of time. I am really happy about drawing but I was also incredibly happy when I went to Japan. My only way of figuring things out for now is studying as much as possible in college and decide if I like what I'm studying or not. Whatever happens, I just hope I can really make the best out of my life! My real dream is not Japan or animation, but rather happiness itself, after all.
Anyway, please stay safe and enjoy your summer! <3